The Hardest Thing I’ve Ever Written
I’m not going to lie—this is the hardest thing I’ve ever had to write for the Pommy Mommy blog. Not only is it emotionally crippling, but it’s physically difficult, too. Writing through tears and a wet keyboard doesn’t make things any easier. Over the past few months, I’ve written three tributes, and to be honest, I’m emotionally spent. But my Little Sophia, in her short life, showed us undaunting toughness, and she would want me to press on.
The Inspiration of my Little Sophia
Sophia was more than just a cute 3lb ball of fluff—she was my inspiration. It was because of her that I started this company from scratch, originally centered around finding her cute outfits to wear. The best-selling product in the shop is a tiara I bought for her for a little tea party photo shoot. Sophia always had a smile on her face, and she radiated happiness wherever she went. For the first three years of her life, she was literally with me every minute of every day. She felt like a part of me, and with the pink sling we made for her, she sat right on my hip.
Always by My Side
When Sophia wasn’t in my lap, in my arms, or in her high chair, she was right next to me, often curled up in her blow-up swimming pool. My husband and I did everything we could to make her life better. As she started having difficulty walking on our wood floors, we bought rubberized runners to help her, which worked for a while. She loved the carpet in my husband’s office, so we started calling her daily strolls in there “rehab.” She spent hours in his office with Luka and Niko, walking around happily. Our philosophy was always, “If she wants to do something, we’ll figure out a way to make it happen.”
Daddy’s Little Girl
My Little Sophia’s charm even won over my husband. He would spend time with her, walking her in a harness he made from a Director’s chair canvas and two bucket handles. She became his little girl, and he adjusted his work schedule around her, working late into the night to make up for the time spent with her during the day. I was a little jealous, but I loved how much he adored her.
My Little Sophia’s Strong Spirit
My Little Sophia inspired us to be better people. Her little “tantrums” for attention made me laugh, but they also made me think. She always knew what she wanted and how to get it, which is something many of us struggle with. She gave me the confidence to pursue my dreams and do what I love. Wherever I went, Sophia was there—my little partner in crime. She sampled treats, clothes, and sometimes toys (though she preferred posing with them over playing). She was a natural in front of the camera, always ready with a smile or a grumpy face, depending on the mood. I ended up needing two external hard drives just to store all her photos.
My Little Sophia’s “Baby Dance”
Whenever the world felt like it was crashing down, Sophia knew how to lift my spirits. She had this adorable routine called the “baby dance,” where she’d throw herself on the floor and start shaking her paws. The more I encouraged her with “baby dance… baby dance,” the more she’d do it. Her sole purpose seemed to be to make others happy, and she always succeeded. I’d give anything to see that “baby dance” one more time.
My Little Sophia’s Growing Fanbase
When I realized I had taken over 10,000 photos of Sophia, I decided it was time to give her a Facebook Fan Page. In just a short time, she gained a dedicated following. A week before she passed, she hit 3,000 likes and seemed so proud of her accomplishments. It’s amazing how many people she touched with her photos and stories. I received countless messages from people telling me how their families loved her, and some even said their children wouldn’t go to bed until they had seen her daily post. That tiny 3lb dog had an enormous impact.
My Little Sophia’s Story
I had been putting off writing my Little Sophia’s story for a long time, especially after Luka passed. I didn’t want to revisit the tragedy and abuse she had endured in her past, but I finally gathered the strength to write it. The outpouring of love I received was unparalleled. Fans and friends like Roni Reilly called her a hero, and many shared how Sophia’s story resonated with their own. I’ve had a fortunate life, so I didn’t fully grasp how a little PomChi could inspire people with similar experiences. But Sophia showed me that her journey, like so many others, was a testament to resilience and love.
A Life Cut Too Short
My husband, who had a challenging upbringing surrounded by mobsters—think “Goodfellas”—totally understood Sophia’s strength and boldness. She was spoiled rotten, but she deserved every bit of it. Though her life was cut short, her cuteness, bold personality, and heartwarming smile will live with me forever.
A Final Goodbye
I’m not sure why God took her from us so soon, but I know that her spirit will continue to guide me and other Pommy Mommies in the right direction. I am heartbroken beyond words, but I’m grateful for the love and joy she brought into our lives. Little Sophia, I love you more than words can express.
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